Just got online. Have you heard the good news?! Aaaahhhh. REBLOGGING ALL THE MARK WEBBER POSTS. AND FERNANDO’S ALSO. MAYBE A LITTLE BIT OF KIMI. OH WELL, MAYBE MOSTLY F1 RELATED. I’M STILL CRYING. KFJKLSFJSDJKFSKEF

• It’s already 5am and the sun’s about to shine
• After 2 weeks, just opened my blog
• I missed you all. I missed Tumblr
• It’s an ache not to have access everyday
• I’ve been down this past week
• BECAUSE IAN SOMERHALDER
• & some issues
• It was Happy Day last Monday
• I discovered my new usual coffee which is Dark Mocha
• I miss Lollipop
• and school friends
• Still guilty because of another guy
• I didn’t do anything
• I didn’t make it to the Myx VJ
• and I don’t care because the audition was awesome
• I’m in between my two dear cousins who’re snoring loudly
• There’s really a satisfaction in using bullets
• Hooked on to The Vampire Diaries
• Finished Season 1 in just 24hrs
• In love with Damon Salvatore
• Shipping Delena
• Monaco Quali later & there’s no cable here so i’ll cut myself and cry
• I guess live timing will be enough
• I have a crush on Boy back-up
• Boo and Kambal says he looks like lollipop but I really don’t see it
• I tweeted him and he replied and I died
• He’s kind, charming and sweet
• I love him already
• I love my siblings
• I’m kinda sleepy
• So i’ll stop now because this is also getting long
• & I figured y’all won’t even read it and don’t care
• so bye

Hi guys! I’m kinda back. Well, not really. Laptop’s charger is broken so I can only go blogging on mobile and I tell you, it’s really haaard. Anyway, here are the things that happened to me in the past weeks.

• I’ve dreamt of Arf, my long time crush, for 3 days in a row.
• The amazing Ms. Sara Bareilles replied to my tweet.

• I went to school with Buddy and settled things for school and OJT.
• I didn’t expect having an award of Best in Performing Arts in Singing.
• I kinda got sad for 2 days. I’m okay now. :)
• I had the best dream yet about Zombies, Wands, Guns and a Flying Car.
• I auditioned for the Myx VJ Search 2012 and had a blast.

• I met awesome friends during the said audition.
• I am feeling somewhat guilty for something I don’t really understand.
• There’s a new thing we’re (lollipop and I) talking about. HAHA.
• I was able to spend some time with Communication friends.
• I was asked to be a model for my dear friends’ photo shoot and here’s the sneak peek. ;)

There. Nothing much. Even though my summer’s not the let’s-go-out-everyday kind of thing, I realized that when I go out, that whooole day is so memorable and so fun. 1 day hang out = A lifetime of memories. So I don’t really regret not going out much unlike others. I hope you’re all doing fine. :)

P.S. So excited for the Spanish GP! Leggo Prancing Horses and Webber! :D

I wonder how balance works. I mean, how does the universe know when to make its move? For example, if you’re so happy right now, sooner or later, life will hand you back with sadness. Mind you, it’s twice the happiness you felt. It’s like a slap in the face. In a happiness to sadness POV it seems so unfair. But it’s also fair the other way around so I can’t really complain.

But I’m just so hurt right now. I don’t know what to do. I didn’t expect to feel this. I thought I am doing the right thing, at least for me. But it is somehow wrong to them. It really hurts and I can’t take it.